chirstmas is the best ever! today ana gave me a great gift...the cd i've been wanting since forever ago the david crowder band cd illuminate. shes so awesome. yeah so yesterday i went to church with angie and there eas this 8 year old kid playing guitar,it was crazy. i'm on the phone with katie, its kind of weird though. its more or less like "yeah whatever your lame"just thoughts running through my mind of "shut up" but no i stick with it and pretend that there is no void between things. Airstotle was so right when he said "We are what we repetedly do.Excellence,then,is not an act but a habit" its like the bad habit was me and i was dropped. but yeah this entry is way too long and i need to get set for bed cause SANTA'S COMING TO TOWN!!! later...

so i guess i pulled something childish yesterday. when everyone left my sister and i went to go look for the christmas presents. yeah we found them, and opened them all. and what i found among alot of gift cards was a stupid watch that really dont want.and my sister found a ugly sweater. so as we were practicing our suprised faces we promised that we wouldnt tell that we opened our gifts. but my big mouth sister was being dumb and kept giving things away to my mom like asking her if the wrapping was silver or had santa on it. then my mom caught on and is kind of angry at us. oh well it was worth it, at least i got my suprised face down.

so i'm at home with the stomach flu throwing up every hour...

yeah its kind of like that.

later.

so today was the first day in three months since i have had fast food...man was is SO gross! all the salt and grease.yuck!

i went christmas shopping today...for myself,again. i really got to stop that and buy gifts for people.i should really buy something for angie cause she is real cool, and makes me smile when my day sucks, like today !"lets pack up and move to california-Hawk Nelson" but there is this one pregnant chick in my math class and for some reason i think i should buy her something for her and her baby. not sure though, just a thought. maybe from God or just me being thoughtful- well its not like i'm ever that thoughtful so maybe it is from God.well i'm just so gosh darn happy right now. i dont know what to do or say just smile.well i'm off like a dirty shirt to tune my guitar peace.